K-pop Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah, grew up with killers, I ain't know they was killers
We was just together man, playing Megaman on Sega man
Your mama loved me to death
She reminded me of a ?, yeah real black queen
If I had a genie, I wish that she ain't struggle no more
Y'all wouldn't have to go to sleep with all them roaches
If she wasn't so poor
You told me when you came to my house, the shit was like a timeout
From, reality
One night you asked me what I'm crying 'bout
Cause you was staying over for the weekend
I woke up from out my sleep when I heard mama
And my Step-father beffing
I don't know if he'd been drinking
But I know that shit got loud, and I heard rumbling
From struggling and rolling on the ground
Could never get used to that sound
My mama saying, “Get off me!”
My tears is tumbling now, I wish that you never had saw me
Cause I, felt like a coward so powerless, I was only twelve
I wish I would've bust right through that door my fucking self
And grab the Glock right off the fucking shelf if nothing else
Scared a nigga shitless, there goes two of my wishes
Forever scarred, determined to get some heart
No matter how big the nigga, no matter how small you are
Fast forward to our older years, two different paths
You used to talk to me 'bout college, but that shit didn't last
Wasted potential getting cash, what could I say
So tired of not having things, you never see it my way
Too proud to fold, your demise, one day much to my surprise
My nigga called me told me you just caught a body twice his size
I asked him was it self defense, he said it was defense of pride
And that they trying to give you 10, but if your lucky you'll do five
Damn, not my nigga, that same one that told that things always get better
Just trust me don't cry my nigga
The news call him a killer, but he my nigga
Sad shit, ayo genie, last wish:
Free my nigga

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Cousins
J. Cole