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Look, people ask me
what the future is
All I know is
I'll be doin' this
All I know is things are
moving quick
That's convenient for me
'cause that's how I live
Now they see me out
here movin' up
You don't like me
that makes two of us
Times change, yeah
I can't adjust
Yo, it's who you are not
who you was, oh my
Yeah, just went to Europe
they said the single
is working
I think I'm learning
I am way more than
people might think
when they look on the surface
What is my purpose? Yeah
That is a question that
I have been asking myself
and it hurts
'Cause it's prolly something
I should already know
but I don't know it yet
I'm tryna grow as
a person, woo!
I'm sick of people
tellin' people
I'm here 'cause of
marketing dollars, oh
You think that
everything is gonna blow
just 'cause you market
it harder? No
I got my hands in everything
now they out here
tryna get to me
Stop tryna lecture me
You don't compare to
my level of thinking
so why do you think you
compare to my energy, huh?
Small circle
but the number's growin'
Fame called me, I'm like
"How you doin'?"
Hung up on him
I ain't ready for it
I'll get back to that
when I make album four
Less talking, I've been
workin' more
Better me is what
I'm workin' towards
Y'all judgin'
but we not in court
no, we not in court, oh Lord!
Last couple years, let's recap
I make a livin' off of writin'
out my regrets
I'm doin' me
I don't care
where the scene's at
Try to give me feedback
I don't really need that
I used to walk on stage
in a V-neck
I used to wear a lil' tie
with a black vest
I came a long way
why you lookin' upset?
I'm tryna paint a picture
get the vision
you ain't hear it yet, woo!
Look, hold up, hold up
wait a minute, please
Flow's switchin'
I got ADD
Brain scatters
when you play the beat
It don't matter
what you say to me
I'll be doin' this at 83
I've been doin' this since ABC's
In the major leagues
doin' major things
don't play with me, woo!
I'm livin' life in the fast lane
Wake up every morning thinkin'
I'ma have a bad day
Drive my own car
I don't like the valet
Parked, then I go into
my mind with an AK
Shoot every thought
in my head then it rotates
Losin' it all
but I think that I'm okay
Who is involved?
I don't know, but I'm insane
Poof and I'm gone
wanna call me a no name, what!?
I'm prolly not what you thought
I'm prolly not what you thought
I used to judge everybody
that wasn't like me
'til I learned it was wrong
Girl told me I should
get it together
and get out the dark
I'm tryna give her my heart
That's when I sit in my car
writin' for hours
until I can barely talk
I mean, where do I start?
Feels like I'm fallin' apart
Act like my image is hard
I always put up my guard
Even when talkin' to God
Sit in my room and I plot
Everything that I'm not
Comes out in the music I jot
I give it all that I got
I give it all that I got!
I'm tryna think out the box, no!
Yeah, I got people standing
outside a bus screaming my name
I don't come out
and take pictures
they tell me I changed
I don't smile in VIPs
you get mad like
"You know what I paid?"
Guess I don't know what to say
Guess I don't know what to say
I leave it all on the stage
I leave it all on the stage