(+) Othello
Should I run, should I run awayShould I run away and never look backoh no, oh noHow could I ever go back the way I leftI'll be rapping my tail off truly on my lizard flowBrother, I ain't scared thoughRunning through this jungle and I'm feeling like a nomadNo, man no more letting these opinions drive a boat to no man'sLand in the sand and maybe you will live the kodakMoment after moment every time you need to go backAnd recuperate to the lab again, drawing board or labyrinthHunger's like a labrador retriever and it's back againHello tryna not be othelloI believed the hype, mistaking grapes for morellosDidn't realize that it would taste sourEvery second, every hour, certainly was not godivaI was certain I was ready for this journey unknownIt's better not to know how the journey unfoldsIf I knew, man, I'd run away, I'd run awayLike a coward I would cower, never taking steps of faithShould I run, should I run awayShould I run away and never look backoh no, oh noHow could I ever go back the way I leftMan, I'm looking for some peaceSome peace of mind cause I got it so conflictedI put the focus all about chasing dreamsAnd neglected living out my convictions wait a minuteI gotta pause and recall why I did it in the first placeNever entered in this race to be first placeCause the last shall be put aheadI truly hope this adventure is budapestBeautiful is the campaignCan't blame everybody for my bad aimAnd back pain all because of low standardsI'm shooting at going for the max damageFeeling insecure cause the money short handedDrinking my pride by the pints and the gallonsMaybe it's true that I made a mistakeFor not being a coward and taking these steps of faithHow you feeling I'm feeling good todayShalom, cause everything will be okayGive me a second to recollectThey tell me my record is irregularThey talking I walk a line between sacred and secularSave it for the reckoners, it's red in my eyesI'm tip toeing through these terminals and floating in skiesI see my clout up in the clouds, clouded by the thousandsOf people tellin' me that with my words they get arousedThis route dun' kept me from around the wayI'm hardly home my momma wonder if I'm sound and safeThe safest sound is in my hotel, sending off my hope mailI need some peace and quiet speaking to God is hard to do nowIf I'm honest all this talk about what ima do now as an artistIsn't it all it's cracked up to be, crack a smile for companyAccompanied with questions 'bout the quest I'm on for greatnessI question if these people look at me and think I'm famousIt's crazy cuz, I started making music for some peaceA way to get away from all the drama in the streets, should I run