(+) brutal
I want it to be like messy
I'm so insecure I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
'Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
Enjoy your youth I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before
And I wish people liked me more
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah ah ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God it's brutal out here
(Yeah)
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
'Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah ah ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God it's brutal out here
(Yeah)
(Just havin' a really good time)
Got a broken ego broken heart
(Yeah it's brutal out here
Yeah it's brutal out here)
And God I don't even know where to start