(+) 3 Moods



I don’t know who I see
Staring back at me
Through the smudges on the mirror
From the post-it notes that

You didn’t mean
But I still believe
Why do I hold on
When I’m just drowning myself in my sleep
Liked me better back
when you were ok with
Lying to me


I’ve only had
3 moods for two months and one week
Alone and confused and empty
I’ve never seen this side of me
when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I’m breaking down and breaking up

Where do I go from here?
Pull the calendar down
Full of things I planned for us
That you won’t ever know about

How did it seem so real?
I can’t figure it out
Never been so sure
Of something that was burning
to the ground

I don’t miss you, but I miss who I was
With your arms around me

I’ve only had
3 moods for two months and one week
Alone and confused and empty
I’ve never seen this side of me
when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I’m breaking down and breaking up

...*

Liked me better back
when you were ok with
Lying to me


I’ve only had
3 moods for two months and one week
Alone and confused and empty
I’ve never seen this side of me when I wake up
At 3 to see if you called me
Your face is still on my home screen
I’m breaking down and breaking up



...*



2022-02-24 15:42:49