K-pop Lyrics

There is something hanging over me
It always keeps coming around
When I'll be getting high and being drunk
I get so f***** up
Don't know I've had enough
When everything starts going down
And it just gets worse if I let my pride out
Should've quit when I'm ahead
Yet here I am all wasted

Everything that I am
I can't imagine me not being
If only what I need
Do I stay or do I
Give in where you want me?

There is something in me needing this
Is my head so thick that I won't give and an inch?
I spend my weekends throwing up
Cuz I'm so hung up on entry level drugs
I know that I am giving in
To the things I think are who I am
I hope that I may realize
I am disillusioned by this
And the drugs go around
I over indulge
Do I drink so much
So I won't grow

Everything that I am
I can't imagine me not being
If only what I find
Is this what you had in mind?
But in the end it seems
The way I find myself he listens
If you can still believe in me
I'll give you my best
Be aware that I am down for
Giving up these things I do in life
That make the going rough
I know that you can see
I love you very much
I hope that I can change
If you would only help me