(+) Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you
to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there.
That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never
should have crossed it.
Stop right there.
Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so
long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never
become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled
inside have finally begun
to create so much
pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart
and I was positive that unless
I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]
Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the
second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been
only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so
long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never
become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.