(+) Not the end
This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen through the tone and the violent rhythm and
Though the words sound steady, something emptys within em
We say yeah
with fists flying up in the air
Like were holding onto something thats invisible there
Cause were living at the mercy of the pain and fear
Until we dead it
forget it
let it all disappear
Waiting for the end to come
wishing I had strength to stand
This was not what I had planned
Its out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
Its hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I havent got
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasnt so
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what its like moving on
And I dont even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead so
Picking up the pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again