(+) I found myself - Anna Clendening - Lyrics
On the surface everything's just fine
But nervous doesn't describe
What's going on behind these eyes
It's just too easy to fake a smile
But you got my heartbeat on repeat
Going 'bout a hundred thousand miles
My mind's racing
But I can never out run you
You're two steps ahead
While I'm tripping over my shoes
ANXIETY
No matter how hard I try
You will never leave
Yeah yeah I HATE YOU
And all the stupid things you do
I give in so easily
You get the best of me
You get the best of me
I wish I could just let you go
But the truth is
You are all I've ever known
You're an infection
A medicine just numbs my brain
I'm doing anything
And everything to feel normal again
What's normal again?
'Cause my mind's racing
But I can never out run you
You're two steps ahead while
I'm tripping over my shoes
My mind's racing
But I can never out run you
Playing games with me
That I will always lose ooh
ANXIETY
No matter how hard I try
You will never leave
Hey yeah I HATE YOU
And all the stupid things you do
I give in so easily
(You get you get the best of me)
You get the best of me no
You get the best of me of me of me
It's crazy my thoughts start racing
And my mind's erasing everything I knew
It's just pills and therapy bills
Just to keep me away from you
And it works for a little while
Bullshit smiles
But I'm just walking through the motions
Either that or losing track of my emotions
4 AM panic attacks
taking red eyes back home
I feel by myself but with you
I'm never alone
Damn
ANXIETY
No matter how hard I try
You will never leave