(+) Call On Me-Uncut version
Insidious is blind inceptionWhat's reality withall these questionsFeels like I missedmy alarm and slept inslept inBroken legs but I chase perfectionThese walls are my blank expressionMy mind is a home I'm trapped inAnd it's lonely inside this mansionYo my mind is a housewith walls covered in lyricsThrew all over the placeand songs in the mirrorsI was written all over the floorsall over the chairsYou get the uncut version of lifeand I go downstairsThat's where I writewhen I'm in a bad placeI need to releaseAnd let out the version of NFyou don't want to seeI put holes in the wallswith both of my fists til they bleedYou might get a glimpse ofhow I cope with all this anger in mePhysically abused nowthat's the room I don't want to be inThat picture ain't blurry at allI just don't want to see itAnd these walls ain't blankI just think I don't want to see 'emBut why not I'm in hereso I might as well read 'emI gotta thank you for this angerthat I carry aroundWish I could take a matchand burn this whole roomto the groundMatter of fact I thinkImma burn this room right nowSo now this memory for some reasonjust moved you downYou pull me in the cornerso you can see the fear in my eyesThen took me downstairsand beat me til I screamed andI cried CongratulationsYou'll alwayshave a room in my mindBut Imma keep the door shutand lock the lyrics insideInsidious is blind inceptionWhat's reality withall these questionsFeels like I missedmy alarm and slept inslept inBroken legs but I chase perfectionThese walls are my blank expressionMy mind is a home I'm trapped inAnd it's lonely inside this mansionInside this mansionYo my mind is a house with wallscovered in painSee my problem is I don't fix thingsI just try to repaint cover em uplike it never happenSay I wish I could changeAre you confusedCome upstairs andI show you what I meanThis room's full of regretsjust keeps gettingfuller of it seemsThe moment I walk into isthe same moment that I wanna leaveI get sick to my stomach every timeI look at these thingsBut it's hard to look pastwhen this is the roomwhere I sleepI look around One of the worst thingsI wrote on these wallsWas the moment I realizedthat I was losing my momAnd one of the first thingsI wrote was I was shot with a callBut I should just stop nowwe ain´t got enoughroom in this songAnd I regret the factthat I struggle tryingto find who I amAnd I lie to myself andsay I do the best that I canShrug it off like it ain't nothinglike it’s out of my handsThen get ticked offwhenever I see it affecting my plansAnd I regret watchingthese trust issues eat me aliveAnd at the rate I'm goingI'll probably still be therewhen I dieCongratulationsYou'll always havea room in my mindThe question isWill I ever cleanthe walls off insideInsidious is blind inceptionWhat's reality withall these questionsFeels like I missedmy alarm and slept inslept inBroken legs but I chase perfectionThese walls are my blank expressionMy mind is a home I'm trapped inAnd it's lonely inside this mansionInside this mansionSo this room of my houseno one's been in it for yearsI built the safe room inI won't let no one in thereCause if I do there's a chanceThat they might disappearand not come backAnd I admit I am emotionallyscared to let anyone insideSo I just leave my doors lockedYou might get other doorsto open up but this doors notCause I don't want you to havethe opportunity to hurt meAnd I'll be the only personthat I can blamewhen you desert meI'm barricaded insideSo stop watchingI'm not coming to the doorSo stop knocking stop knockingI'm trapped hereGod keep saying I'm not locked inI chose thisI am lost in my own consciousI know that shutting the walldown ain't solving the problemBut I didn't built this housebecause I thoughtit would solve ´emI built it because I thoughtthat it would be safer in thereBut it's notI'm not the only thingthat's living in hereFear came to my houseyears ago I let 'em inMaybe that's the problemCause I've been dealingwith this ever sinceI thought that he would leavebut it's obvious he never didHe must have picked the roomand got comfortable and settled inNow I'm in the positionit's either sit here and let him winOr put him back outsidewhere he came from but I never canCause in order to dothat I'd have to open the doorsIs that me or the fear talkingI don't know anymoreInside this mansion